Ever, I don"t know who I am anymore. I"m a castaway. Lost. Drowning. I love you. That"s the only true thing I know, and it"s all I have to hold on to. I love you. I"ll love you forever. Until the day I die, and I"ll love you in whatever world comes after this one. I love you so much, Ever. I miss you. Dear Jesus, I miss you. Come back to me. For forever, and after forever, Caden