What I unfold in this book will certainly not make sense to all, but some say that writing helps ease the pain and makes happy times perfect memories. I wish I could divide this book into ordered chapters but like my life it will oftentimes be in total chaos. I have no system to divide my thoughts, for my soul has no true direction except for one certainty- beyond the confusion and chaos, my ultimate aim is contentment. From the crazy reality of her marriage and consequent divorce, dormant demons unravel her and she discovers what it is to believe that it is all in her head and be told finally that it is. A journey along the path of discovery and diagnosis of a mentally-ill patient, what unfolds with each word is the world she deals with every waking breath. How much of her interpretation of life pre-diagnosis was real and how much of it was all in her head along with the bouncing chemical imbalance? The ebbs and flows of her life leave room for unpredictability and as much as "normality" appeals to her, she continues to seek adventure.