Edited By: Ms. Jill Novacek and Tonya Ytuarte - Back Cover painting: "The little girl at the well." by:William Stewart This book was inspired by the true story of a lady that was married four times. She had to tell someone the reason she was so desperate to have a good marriage and a good father for her children. The contents were modified to protect the privacy of all involved. As you read the book you will feel the anointed version of this Woman"s story and the trials she brought upon her by not making good spiritual choices when she became an adult. You will see how God rains on the just and the unjust. Miracles were performed in this lady"s life, although she was able to travel in the military with her foster parents as a "military brat", she was always told by other family members that she would not make it in life because of her hateful attitude and her curse of lust and mental illness from her Biological mother. No one could see the hurt and wall of protection this lady had built, even as a little girl to protect her from further abandonment, shame and abuse. At one point in her life, her desire to be loved, married and have a family was greater then her love and commitment to God. Let God"s anointing flow as you enter into the painful childhood experiences that led to the path of poor impulse control and self-destruction of this wounded heart. Observe the grace and Mercy shown by God during this period of disobedience.