The Artist"s Loving Hand

It"s dark and grim in here - can you see? I cannot but I"d like you to look... His obsessions scare me. His darkness frightens me. He is so very young but so alone. I don"t understand him. I can"t reach him. Nothing inside his soul makes sense but I can hear it screaming. A woman - the Woman - perhaps there is hope for the darkness in his heart. They don"t know, they will never understand. There is no Woman, there is only him. Only him in all the world in all the darkness and chaos, there is only him. If I can get this out of my soul I can help them, if I find the words to explain - to tell you all about this pain - then perhaps there is hope for somebody. I laugh, I laugh because there is nothing but misery. The Woman is Adam and Adam has gone. He had to be pushed away. I am alone... I am alone with my words and that can lead to only one conclusion...