1 Origins of the Struggle 2 The Indonesian Struggle 3 Life in Remexio 4 Making a New Life in Dili 5 Joining the Underground 6 Emergence of the Underground 7 Founding the Executive Committee 8 Arrest and Torture 9 Working as a Double Agent 10 Preparing for the Portuguese Delegation 11 The Santa Cruz Massacre 12 Life Underground 13 Escape Abroad 14 Reflections on the Struggle