Siti Muti"ah Lestiono has had a varied life, from one end of the globe to another. "I started writing this as a kind of catharsis to see where I had come from and what I was going toward," she says."Once I started I couldn"t stop. It just kept flowing out of me." As a journalist Muti"ah captures the essence of "the Light." She hopes more people will discover Subud and what it could mean to the world.