This is the true story of a Christian Survivor of childhood abuse and trauma who suffered with severe physical pains throughout her body and emotional stress, mental anguish and memory loss her entire life due to the stress, depression, Ptsd, anxiety and panic disorders as she suffered with Dissociative Identity Disorder. Confusion consumed her every waking moment while she constantly prayed for death on a daily basis and got her courage and strength through God"s good grace and Christians all around her. God did answer her prayers when he gave her the energy to run and and he was right there with her as she struggled through the turmoil and fear but he had a plan for her and blessed her with the sanity that he had buried deep inside for her to recover in a later time in her life.