This is the first complete publication of the diaries and poetry of Lidiia Iudifovna Berdiaeva (nee Trusheva) (1871-1945) from the Russian archives. These notes are dated 1934-1945. The creative potential of this women was overshadowed by her eminent husband Nikolai Berdiaev, but reveals itself in this book of memoirs and poetry. The diary includes not only details of their personal life, but the life of Russian Paris and their circle. Comments.