"I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live." - Deuteronomy 30: 19 "I awoke with a knife at my throat. "Why did you make me born?" my son said angrily. "Don"t you know I don"t want to be here?" How does a mother answer that? I railed in pain and frustration-How can the Lord allow this to go on? Why bring me to life only to li...